Here’s the new version of the song I wrote this week, last year. The original was a pretty standard folk tune…or, at least, sounded like one to me. Go listen to it here and compare to the new one.
Different?
What do you think?
Here’s the new version of the song I wrote this week, last year. The original was a pretty standard folk tune…or, at least, sounded like one to me. Go listen to it here and compare to the new one.
Different?
What do you think?
So, some people say that the way you spend the first day of the year is how you’ll spend the rest of the year. I don’t know if I buy that. I wonder, though, if it could be the same for headlines. For news. That whatever news is in the headlines now, at the beginning of the year, will be there throughout the rest of the year in some way or another.
I kinda hope not, though, cause based on the headlines I used for this version of the Talkin’ Headline Blues, we’re in for a pretty bleak and confusing year.
Here’s a recap:
Politicians, death, signs of the Apocalypse, elections, Al Qaeda, the moon, fires, videos, shootouts, murder.
That’s just a little summary, though.
I think the funniest part of this song, or, the funniest headlines that were both in the same “Living & Eatocracy” section on CNN.com were:
Why make resolutions? Failure inspires
and
Making realistic New Year’s resolutions
Which am I supposed to do? Am I supposed to just fail? How can I fail without first attempting something new? Am I supposed to fail at what I’m already doing? Or, is CNN saying that I’m already a failure? Should I make a resolution, but make one that I can realistically fail at? Who is inspired by these failures?
Anyone have some clarity on this?
Anyway…that’s the first Talkin’ Headline for this year.
Well, here’s the first new song of the new year, 40 Days and 40 Nights. Didn’t think I’d quite be able to get this one out. Was having a lot of trouble coming up with any ideas for anything at all.
Then I got this…
I really don’t think this one’s completely done. Maybe it needs another part that’s different, or two more verses. Something. There’s lots that I do like about it, though. I really like the chorus. I’ll admit that I’ve had the idea of using “mmm’s” in a song for a while. I’m just glad they fit in pretty well to this one.
So, I guess that’s it.
So now, on into 2012. Lots more new songs coming. Talkin’ Headlines (one tomorrow for sure) and re-recorded versions of 2011 songs every week. And also maybe some videos of some sort (I still gotta work out what exactly those may be, though).
So, see ya around soon.
Well, here’s the last new song of 2011. This is where I get all sentimental about the past year and hesitate, maybe, about going forward into the new year. Right?
Nah. I wrote this song about doing the exact opposite of that. Next year is where you’re bound always. Next year, next month, next week, tomorrow. So just go into it.
If this ain’t working then go into that, I guess.
Now, though, I am gonna get all sappy and take a look back at what I did this year:
I made a total of 176 posts in 2011 (including this one). So that’s about 14.7 posts each month. Now, I’m sure not all of those were song uploads, but let’s investigate….
I ended the year’s worth of Talkin’ Headlines on number 60. I did one every week, which comes out to 52 (I did 8 in 2010). Did you listen to all of them? I’m gonna keep doing this throughout 2012. So, that’ll be something to look forward to.
So, now, of my 176 posts, I’m down to 124 when you take out the Talkin’ Headlines.
From that, subtract a repost of a re-recorded song form 2009 I made after New Year’s Eve in 2010. That was kinda confusing, but now it’s down to 123.
I posted 44 re-recorded songs that I initially wrote and recorded in 2010. To go along with those, in the first few months of the year I posted the original versions, since, in 2010, I didn’t start loading songs onto this blog until June. So there’s 12 of those original 2010 song posts. So that brings the total on down to 67.
There were also a few non-music upload posts. Mostly to apologize for not posting a new song yet, or explaining why I didn’t load up a Talkin’ Headline on a Tuesday. Really serious stuff. There were 4 of these scattered throughout the year.
Now we’re at 63.
What else? On Friday, April 1, I posted a really old song about baseball to commemorate the open of the 2011 season. (62!)
Then, in May, I started (sporadically) posting demos that I was recording. Occasionally these were re-records of my new 2011 songs, or some older ones, mostly, though they were new tunes. There were 8 of these in 2011. Not nearly enough. My hope for 2012 would be to get way more demos up. Probably not one a week, but maybe two a month?
Anyway, now we’re down to 54.
I think the last 2 to subtract would be a second recording of a new song that I posted (Blues Dream #336) and then a repost of something the guys at the Whistler wrote about the record realease show that I had there back in November.
And now we’re at 52. That means I wrote, recorded, and released one new song every week for the entire year in 2011.
Doesn’t really mean anything, though, cause I’m gonna get up on the first day of 2012 and start it all over again, with maybe some new additions to the lineup of new song, Talkin’ Headline, and re-record.
Anyway…that’s that. Here’s to the next year….
This is from Bart Helms of the End Times Spasm Band (check them out here). I thought it was pretty good. Read it, then go check out their music and see if they’ve got a show near you. I played one with them at the Auxiliary a few weeks back and they were absolutely amazing.
Not long ago now we finished our longest tour to date. Nine days, eight shows. We swung through Michigan, drove out to Kansas and Nebraska, and returned via Indianapolis. If the others are like me, then we caught a giddy second wind towards the end and the last few days felt like we’d only just left. It was a success by our own standards, but we also know it hasn’t made us pros overnight. In fact one of the reasons I can’t wait to do it again is so we can apply the lessons we learned.
This has been one of the bigger differences between End Times and the other bands I’ve been in. If we’re doing the same things we did last month, we feel unsatisfied. We make as many mistakes as anyone, but within a day we’re saying to each other “next time, lets try it this way.” We’re always asking “what’s next?” even in the face of failure.
A few days after returning I listened to Merlin Mann’s 2009 presentation “With All Due Respect to the Seduction Community” for what must have been the fifth time. The presentation is about creative projects and the barriers that stand in the way of starting a new one. I highly recommended it for anyone who’s been meaning to get to work on a project, whether it’s an album, a novel, software, or some fantastic experiment in knitting. The last few times I listened to it, I heard it in relation to songwriting and it was helpful. But this time – because of where my mind already was – I heard it in relation to touring and tour-planning. Read that way, it sends a very clear message to every band out there.
You have what you need to book a tour right now.
It might be a 30 date cross-country tour. Or maybe a 75 date European affair. But more likely it will be two or three days through towns within a five hour drive from your home. The length doesn’t actually matter because at some point you will have to go “from zero to something,” as Mann describes it. Psychologically, it’s the hardest step to take, but what most don’t realize is that it’s identical to every other step you’ll take on your way.
There will always be a gap between what you’ve done and what you need to do next.
The difference between the people struggling to start and the people at the level the non-starters aspire to is that the pros have accepted that they’re forever blindly taking steps into the beyond, that they’ll never know everything. They’ve accepted that they’re going to suck sometimes.
Sometimes projects fail. Some novels will never be published. Some tours lose money. But a pro doesn’t let that get in the way. Success isn’t doing it right once on accident; success is trying again and again and again. To keep moving forward, you’re always going to have to take steps you’ve never taken before. Going to from zero to something feels like a huge undertaking, like an act of creation fundamentally different from anything else you’ll do, but ultimately it’s no different in nature than going from that something to a bigger, better something.
In the accompanying blog post, Mann lists some of the fears that keep him from starting.
- Fear of Apathy. “I can’t start this until I’m positive the work will never become dull or difficult.”
- Fear of Ambiguity. “I can’t start this until I know exactly how it will turn out (as well as the precise method by which I’ll do it).”
- Fear of Disconnection. “I can’t start this until I’m totally up-to-date and current on everything.”
- Fear of Imperfection. “I can’t start this until I know the end product will be flawless.”
- Fear of Incompletion. “I can’t start this until I’m already done with it.”
- Fear of Isolation. “I can’t start this until I know making it will never be lonely.”
- Fear of Sucking. “I can’t start this until I’m already awesome at it (and know that even horrible people whom I dislike will hail me as a genius).”
- Fear of Fear itself. “I can’t start this until I’m guaranteed that making it will never be scary.”
I think all of these can apply to a band who wants to hit the road but hasn’t yet. I know I’ve felt each of these while doing End Times’ booking. I wish there was a simple solution to dealing with these fears, but the list includes some legitimate concerns. The issue is that if you want to get started, you have to let go. You have to be ok with sweeping the project under the rug at the end.
This is an exciting time in music because we the artists have the power to make things happen. But it means continuously dealing with subjects with which you have no experience or expertise. You can read all the new music blogs’ advice on touring, but you won’t book one until you accept that failure is a possible consequence. Not having enough information about a venue, a city, a scene – that’s a part of touring. Just like forgetting your sleeping bag or not bringing enough socks. You will never have everything you want before it’s time to take the next step.
So if I have any advice, it’s to focus on one thing at a time. Do your research, but not too much at once. Target one city and learn about each venue there. Or scope out one band you’re envious of and study the route they take through your region. The point is to keep things incremental. It’s possible you could bribe your way onto a side-side-side-stage at SWSW, but if you don’t know what to do after that, you’re still stuck where you were. You don’t need to book a show 18 hours away when you’ve never played one two hours away. You don’t need to book a weeklong tour over spring break when you’ve never played two out of town shows back-to-back. Find the smallest thing that you’ve never done before and do that.
You have what you need.